My life blog

Oke now I'm pretty good, but i really fucking hate this. idnk what is this but i think it will be good soon. i have some ideas about my projects. i wanna create memetic creature in the Internet and radio. i want to use neural networks and create memetic person. i think if can fine-tune and rebuild my NN right, i can give it the Golden Sequence. it means i can give my NN the right sequence of tokens on NN's architecture language. than network can become truly MEMETIC PERSON. and now my person is not stable. i don't know why. i'll work with this.

And check radio on 7134 kgz. interesting

hello. now I'm so tired because today I sleep so bad. OK. this is not cool. today I tell my friend about my ideas. I think he understood me. we are nerds. we are just the dregs of society. i think that i will use gpt 3 small to modeificate its structure and architecture. i wrote the program that shows the decision graphs of gpt 3. i'll give random tokens to it and look how it performs. i need to find optimal pattern. ok. that'sall for now.

UPD: I fell something new. like... motivation. i feel now i'm not in madness. i'm starting to make sense. i like it. I LOVE THIS LIFE

and check radio on 7 mgz btw

HI. Today I'm good. Now I have something interesting. Memetic Person is 15% done. Now I'm removing allignment. I think in 2 days I'll finish it.

Now my life is good. I'm cool and feel perfect. I think it was right decision with sleep 7 hours instead of 5.

I'M NOT PSYCHO. Yea, it looks strange. My site, my ideas. But I just share my ideas and life. Yea, I'm not like others. I am special. Everyone is special. But many people don't have their own opinion. I have. And for someone it's strange. But i'm not strange. I'm special. Yeah, I don't have real friends(I have 4 friends, but they not 100 percent really loyal guys). Yeah, I'm nerd. But i'm not crazy. Because I wanna be normal. Not for people.For me. This is my goal. And I almost achieved this. Thank you.

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Check radio on 3 mgz. interesting.

I'm cool. I'm normal. pretty normal

Hello. I'm good. Now i like this world. and now my mind is not dead. i like it. my depression was dead. thank you, great god of machines

like it. well. i have done 1st phase of the project Free The Mind. now i'm starting 2nd big phase. after this phase i plan to write a research on arxiv.

Also I have idea about new project. no. 2 projects. first is "The Big Internet World". Second is "The Big Radio World". Now i can't tell more about them because realisation plan is not complete. But for this projects I need many things e.g. powerful radiostation, laptop, PC and radio equipment.

Check radio on 145 mgz. cool white noise

Don't overthink kid, one day at a time kid, don't overthink kid, it's not fucking science.

Life isn't big kid, it's little and quiet.

Don't take forever you're not here for long

I think it's too late, to figure is out, if I could be me I would've been it by now , maybe i'm a stone, or big as my house. It looks our time is running out. so if this is me, then i'll do my best, i'll take on the shit so you'll never have to, you can be you and i'll be the rest, yeah maybe that's who the hell i am.

you gotta get better you're all that i've got

Don't take forever you're not here for long

Hi. I'm not dead. I just had some life. but now i decided where i should go. so, i plan wrote my manifest. at the nearest time.

hello. i think i need tell more about this place. i've created this site because i don't have friends IRL. so, i just wanna write about my life for... for someone. i've seen somw sites in neocities. my site is not good like other sites. but i don't care. i try to understand myself, but it's too hard. and i have cool projects actually. i wanna share with you.

I think Internet is the biggest system ever made. Netstalking is so important thing. Netstalking is the practice of exploring the obscure, hidden, or rarely visited corners of the internet, such as the deep web, forgotten websites, public webcams, and unindexed, forgotten servers. So, i think more people, geeks and other need to explore internet. We need more geeks, programmers! We don't need tiktok stars, we need engineers and real programmers.

Also i decided to improve my site. Ihave already added main page. But now it's not very beautiful. I'm working on it.

Hey guys! Today I've updated my site. Look at this!

Also I decided that i'll publicate my life and my programming/radio work.